i feel like i'm in the middle of two worlds. a light side
and a dark side. they feel featherweight and heavyweight.
one is very positive, one very negative. but the negative
side has its positives, and the positve side has its negatives.
and each side criticises the other. i don't want to be involved
in that criticism. i like both worlds. and sometimes i feel like
i'm all alone. stuck in the middle. not fully accepted by either
side, because i won't choose one over the other. either way
i can't conform. so i guess, the middle way it is. but the struggle
continues. all i can do is try to be still.
* the image above is of a few of the cards i've made from one
of the doodles on this post.



